Pass time for another fifty fucking years 

God. I am tired. I feel down, I should die. No, I should kill myself. Why? No. You don’t want to do that.

But that is a lie, you do think life is pointless. Dude, don’t do this to yourself. Don’t. I wish someone was here, they could reach inside my mind and help me fight.

You are so weak. You can’t fight this alone. Yet there is no other choice. You lose.

Like always you lose. It is true. Even when you are not depressed, your depressed mind is truth. Life is pointless. You are pointless. 

Pass time for another fifty fucking years and disappear. Fuck.

Fuck.

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Pass time for another fifty fucking years 

5 thoughts on “Pass time for another fifty fucking years 

  1. lovelivelifenow says:

    You are not alone. I am Bi-Polar, and I’m tired of so many things that are attached to my illness. Psychs, Family, myself. But, slowly things are coming about. You will see, things will come about. It just will, Please don’t give in. Your young, and you can do anything you want. Baby steps will help you, just start slowly to look forward. Remember to forgiving yourself. That’s a start.

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