Feeling Nothing. Absent. Empty.

Nothing. Absent. Empty.

Better than shit, I guess. Is nothing normal? Am I just craving an old Adderall high? More likely, do I still not function fully without a steady stream of stimulants? I want to want to do things. 

Shit. Nothing. I feel nothing. Nothing is shit. I feel like shit.

Current Medication: Nuvigil 250mg, Lamictal 200mg, Pristiq 100mg, Abilify 10mg, Trazadone 50mg, Strattera 80mg, Seroquel 150mg (new)

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Feeling Nothing. Absent. Empty.

16 thoughts on “Feeling Nothing. Absent. Empty.

  1. “I want to want to do things.” Yep. I get that SO exquisitely…if you figure it out the secret answer to that one, you let me know. Thousands will be saved and you will make a pile of money. No good advice other than to keep hanging in there, no matter what.

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  2. Erica Marie says:

    wow! I can agree to the words written. Although I have never taken medication, i can definitely relater having many times than I can count, wanting to want to so something, as well as feeling numb…. I pray it get’s better for you.

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  3. I’ve been there. I just cut my meds in half because I was so numb I could cry or laugh. Now I’m feeling some joy, actually even singing, but there are drawbacks. Now I’m irritated by abrupt noises, loud noises, more than one noise at a time. The people around me don’t understand. I’m torn between lowering my meds, living alone in a zen environment, or doubling up, becoming numb again so others can tolerate me. It’s so frustrating!

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