Honestly, I’ve been looking forward to today. There was a work happy hour I was invited to, I rarely get invited to social events, I just accompany Dan to his. And Thursday is also the day we meet a group of Dan’s friends to watch our favorite TV show at a bar, also something I look forward to.
Yet, life is still pointless. I’m out being social, I’m fine I guess. But life is still pointless. And I am still worthless. And so are you.
There are more stars in the galaxy than can be counted. You are nothing. You do nothing. A hundred years after you die nobody will remember or care about your existence. You are just entertaining yourself until death.
You invent worth. You create meaning. You might even build yourself a god. People do that because we can’t face the facts.
You are worthless.
Current Medication: Nuvigil 200mg, Lamictal 200mg, Pristiq 100mg, Seroquel XR 100mg, Trazadone 50mg, Strattera 80mg