Four hours ago I took Vyvanse. It is how I am writing this right now. Vyvanse is at its peak.
This is when I have desire. At about six hours, gone. I’ve been on Pristiq 100mg for a fifteen days now, I think it is helping. I don’t seem as low in the evenings.
Life is best from hour two to hour five of Vyvanse. It is when I feel the most alive.
I took Adderall for four years, heavily abusing it the last few months I was on it.
Am I ever going to feel normal? Am I ever going to feel as if I have desires not during the peak of Vyvanse?
Honestly, I am not sure. Maybe I became so use to the Adderall that my body doesn’t feel right without it.
Maybe stimulants are just a god send for me, they clear my mind in a way that nothing else has. Sigh.
Oh well. I need to post this and head to the gym .