Anxious. Scared. Miserable.
I fight to do everything. It must get better then this. I want to call my psychiatrist, but I do every week. She’ll say we need to wait and see if the Strattera works. Wait.
The bulk of the medication is in my system, I guess it does build over time. But it doesn’t seem to be having much of an impact so far.
Is this just were I will spend life now? I can’t.
But I am becoming more hopeless with every passing day I spend here. Apathetic, sad, anxious and overwhelmed, sigh.
Current Medication: Lamictal 200mg, Effexor XR 37.5mg (tapering), Seroquel XR 600mg, Gabapentin 600mg, Strattera 80mg, Caffeine Pill 400mg