God. I feel alright. Like, actually alright.
Right now I am sitting at my computer. I haven’t sat at a computer for more then twenty minutes since I stopped Adderall, two months and ten days ago. And I am a computer person, like so much. I built the computer I am currently using, it has a window in the case and leds inside to help show off my fancy video card.
Fuck. It is so nice to want to sit a computer.
How did this happen? This is Strattera, definitely.
I’ve been taking 36mg in the morning and 18mg at 4:30pm, when I get home from work. Yesterday and now today I started to feel alright around 6:30. I asked my doctor if we could increase the dose to the 80mg max. It takes a month for this med to fully get into your system.
If I can be this person, I’d be alright. I have my doubts. I do feel a bit manic, but I am not fully, it is like 10% manic. This is a happy place for me, please let me keep it. I have desires, wants, a bit of energy, maybe this is normal.
Maybe this can be normal.
Current Meds: Lamictal 200mg, Effexor XR 75mg, Seroquel XR 600mg, Gabapentin 300 – 600mg, Strattera 36mg morning & 16mg at 4pm, Caffeine Pill 400mg