Wait, Wait, Finally Happy!!!

singin-intherain-suit-auction-postponed_12-9-2013_129617_lGod. I feel alright. Like, actually alright.

Right now I am sitting at my computer. I haven’t sat at a computer for more then twenty minutes since I stopped Adderall, two months and ten days ago. And I am a computer person, like so much. I built the computer I am currently using, it has a window in the case and leds inside to help show off my fancy video card.

Fuck. It is so nice to want to sit a computer.

How did this happen? This is Strattera, definitely.

I’ve been taking 36mg in the morning and 18mg at 4:30pm, when I get home from work. Yesterday and now today I started to feel alright around 6:30. I asked my doctor if we could increase the dose to the 80mg max. It takes a month for this med to fully get into your system.

If I can be this person, I’d be alright. I have my doubts. I do feel a bit manic, but I am not fully, it is like 10% manic. This is a happy place for me, please let me keep it. I have desires, wants, a bit of energy, maybe this is normal.

Maybe this can be normal.

Please.

Current Meds: Lamictal 200mg, Effexor XR 75mg, Seroquel XR 600mg, Gabapentin 300 – 600mg, Strattera 36mg morning & 16mg at 4pm, Caffeine Pill 400mg

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Wait, Wait, Finally Happy!!!

5 thoughts on “Wait, Wait, Finally Happy!!!

    1. New meds often send me on an upswing, however, within a few weeks it seems that my body adjusts to them. Lamactial and Seroquel gave me huge benefits at first, both still help, I forget how bad my anxiety was, but neither give me the complete functionality they restored at first.
      Today my doctor up’ed me to the max, 80mg, it builds for a month, we shall see.

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