Dan, my partner, has been concerned about my apathy. The anxiety is gone, to be honest, I didn’t fully realize the level of apathy I am experiencing until Dan emailed me the message below. Hopefully Strattera will help with the apathy.
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I feel like you’ve been imploding, like you are just surviving every day. You’ve stopped crashing, but in its place you’ve just become this bitter, resentful person.
You were always a really passionate person, whether it was about work, or learning coding or working in your garden, but there isn’t passion anymore. You just became a vacuum that sucks excitement or joy out of the room because you can’t build any enthusiasm for anything.
You battle your way through the day so you can come home and sit on the couch and stare at a simplistic video game you couldn’t care less about until you can go to sleep and start all over.
You aren’t living, you’re just existing and it’s painful to be around.
I miss the passionate man I fell in love with.