Me: Hey, I know today was rough. I wanted to let you know I got home and completely lost it. And even then knew I couldn’t kill myself. So, I’m done. I have a sticker from that first year sill up in my car, I made it with the label maker. It says “Be happy or go home.” So, fake it to you make it. Meds can’t fix everything I want them to. I am beginning to understand this. I’m not going off any, but I am going to bring a lot more of five years ago to the table. Dan and I can’t handle this shit. Haha. Nothing is fixed but yeah. Thanks for today.
Her: I think that’s an excellent mindset…and today was no problem…I’m here for you, happy or sad. 💜
Me: It is different, I just responded to 67 unread texts. Boom. #socialanxiety #isforbitches
Her: GO YOU!!! That’s fantastic!