Is this normal?
How the hell do crazy people know if they feel normal or not?
Seroquel XR is still a god send. I am now taking 600mg three hours before bed and I take up to three 25mg IR tablets as needed throughout the day.
Still, I am largely apathetic. My mood is stable, but there is little range. Okay, blah, fine and that is about all my mood does.
Towards the end of a dose, when the drug has built up in my body, I get a boost of energy. The apathy disappears and I feel capable. It feels normal with a push in the right direction.
Manic? Maybe. Maybe it is like 10 or 20 percent manic. As Seroquel builds up over the next several weeks I wonder what my normal will be.
I hope normal is 10% manic. But I feel normal is the apathetic dull mood I bear every morning.
What is normal?