In an Uber headed to drinks then laser tag. Dan is with me and we even took a shot before we ubered.
Dan doesn’t drink much, thankfully he is tonight. I didn’t used to drink this much. Actually, I didn’t take my first drink until five years ago. God.
It should be fun. No, it will be. I’ll keep myself drinking so I stay happy and interesting.
Be happy or go home. That used to be a rule I had, I went home a lot. Nobody wants to be around a sad person. You gotta fake it until you make it.
I failed to make it. And each time I tore myself apart for being sad. Not choosing to be happy.
Being raised in a good conservative Christian home, I know that people who have to drink to have fun are the devil. God hates those heavy drinkers.
Good thing I’m a faggot. God has always hated me.
Now it is time to drink that all way. Be happy or go home.
Drink. Fuck you. Alcoholic. Weak. Shit. Fuck.