Dear Lamictal, Where the Fuck did you go?

Apparently, Lamictal is taking a break tonight. Took 50mg five hours ago. It normally kicks in after three hours… A bit is present, but most of the drug seems to be MIA.

I’m not a disaster right now. I just have no desire to do anything. Nothing sounds interesting. Sitting here and waiting until I can take a Trazadone and steal four hours of sleep. Fuck this.

Started looking at other drugs to add. Something needs to change. I am done with this shit. Done. 

Stumbled upon this the article pictured below, stating Seroquel, Latuda and Symbyax can possibly help with the nightly depressive lows. Seroquel often causes drowsiness, so that is out. Now going to Google the other two. Another embarrassing call to my doctors office were I plead, like I do every other week, for a same day appointment. Isn’t this suppose to get better now? Can’t I stop wanting to die?

 

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Dear Lamictal, Where the Fuck did you go?

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